I'm an autistic content creator who's always loved learning about and practicing various types of artistic forms of expression (including singing and/or music) in order to find ways to pursue, promote awareness around, and attempt to collaborate with others on the subject of ways to find solutions for positive world change. Autistic people, especially autistic woman, I've noticed are often skilled (due to their heightened capacity for pattern recognition) with a unique capacity to evaluate and analyze whatever subject that fascinates them and often are capable of finding innovative ways to figure out solutions, improvements, and methods of utilizing their subject of interest that most would never have considered and is often times even more efficient than how it was prior. Autistic people are also known for certain qualities like heightened sense of justice (being often seen as too morally strict) and literal thinking (Which makes us uncomfortablely honest and often unable to understand or pick up on social subcontext or cues, often making us seem to have a sense of innocence and niavity that is often taken advantage of). While these traits often lead to us feeling alienated and like we lack life purpose and a sense of where we belong. And autistic women, like most women, often end up struggling to find our voice because on top of our communication difficulties, women are rarely taken seriously, viewed with respect and equality, and even down right silenced. We all know that the world drastically needs change, but it often seems to be an impossible feat to accomplish, especially with a flawed system that hasn't worked for a long time and is severely corrupted and led by politicians who are motivated and influenced by what they can gain than by any morally driven intention. On top of that, despite the progress with women's rights, it's still very much a patriarchal world. And autistic people struggle with similar issues of us being limited by stereotypes and assumptions about our capacity for intellectual competency. But, I believe with the sensationalism of awareness around human rights and autism, this could actually be an opportunity to take advantage of to initiate a movement that would not only benefit both women and those with autism by giving us both an opportunity to teach everyone that we are far more than our stereotypes, but also possibly finally create a way that autistic people can finally belong and have a purpose utilizing the very traits that isolated them into strengths that could be uniquely successful in facilitating the kind of change that our system and world needs. I think that both women and autistic/neurodivergents have remained too passive and pressured into compliance for far too long and that it's time to be more assertive and bold in pursuit of ensuring that we have more inclusion and involvement/influence in areas of authority that effect our society. It was discovered that the autistic brain is literally physically wired differently than neurotypical people (those who aren't neurodivergents). Neurotypical doctors did a study comparing neurodivergents and neurotypicals on the subject of morals, and it was interesting to learn that when these doctors discovered that neurotypicals were more likely to do something immoral than neurodivergents, they labeled neurodivergents as "too morally strict". Maybe part of the reason why the system is so flawed is because it is controlled by neurotypicals who fail to have moral outlooks or practices. And considering that it's literally scientifically been proven that neurodivergents are wired to have a higher sense of justice and morality. They may have flaws in their ability to socialize and communicate at times, but they also have traits that may be an invaluable contribution towards finding ways to facilitate actually feasible solutions to effect the positive changes in the world we so desperately need. I'm not sure how educated you are about autism, but another very common aspect about autism is how detrimental music often is for us. In some ways, we can sometimes feel more connected to music than anything else, because it can often have the words to express the things we may not know how to say ourselves verbally. I'm not sure if this bio comes off as too intense or as weird (a lot of times we don't realize that what we're doing may be off-putting to others), but we are also known to experience a lot of things in life more intensely than neurotypicals, including our passion for the subjects that we feel strongly about. I'll admit that being autistic, I've been through more trauma than most, a lot of times as a result of me not even realizing or understanding how dangerous a situation was, coupled with the fact that I'm a remotely attractive woman. I spent 18 years raising my 4 younger brothers for our physically abusive mom who didn't deal with my autistic meltdowns very well. And I've had over 6 SAs, half of which was from family, and the one that was the most devastating was when I was raped by my uncle 8 years ago, which led to my husband to cheat and divorce me, leaving me with no stability to continue co-parenting my kids with their father, and what made it all worse is that I ended up basically homeless and couch surfing because everyone in my family (even the brothers I sacrificed my childhood and took beatings for trying to protect) bailed and avoided me. None of them showed up when it happened and no one was willing to help me get back on my feet so I could be with my kids again. I ended up missing years of their childhood, had 4 failed suicide attempts, and was forced to stay in a physically abusive ex because with muscle damage from and accident with my legs, there was no way I would have been able to survive out on the streets. I eventually managed to get on disability and it wasn't until Feb of this year that I finally found stability with a family member on my dad's side that was actually safe. And as a kicker, after fighting for 8 years to get the stability and safety I needed, their father now refuses to even let me talk to them on the phone much less see them. And other than the fact that my presence in their lives wasn't consistent because of the conditions of my life until now, I'd never given him any reason to validate a decision to keep them from me. If it wasn't for the fact that despite him being a dick to me, he's a good dad that's given them the kind of childhood I never had, if it wasn't for the fact that involving law enforcement would ruin our kids relationship and view of him, I'd have done anything to get them back. But I feel like putting them through that would cause them unnecessary harm and they deserve better. My daughter is basically a clone of me without all the damage from Trauma. She even got tested for autism as well. So when I remember everything I've seen and been put through and knowing that there's a huge chance that my daughter could be taken advantage of and treated the way I had been makes me terrified for her. And that's why I began to become obsessed with trying to focus on how I could find a way to contribute to making the world the kind of place that my kids deserve. I actually have some ideas that I had tried to find others to possibly take interest into trying to make happen, ideas that could have helped our society in more large scale ways. But I don't have resources or connections to people who might consider collaborating for any of it. I had one friend with a relatively large following on tick tock who has experience working with politicians and he mentioned that one of my ideas was actually feasible if I was able to find others who wanted to be involved. But honestly, I've never been very comfortable with trying to self promote and I usually just end up making a long winded attempt like this one lol. And I realize that there's a high probability that part of the reason I haven't been successful in any of it is because of my tendency to use such a lengthy message when a lot of people aren't really motivated to put in that much reading effort. But I'm not sure how to shorten and simplify the way I communicate something that has complexity. But lately I've been having a lot more of an intense struggle with my depression over a lack of purpose because I'm just tired of feeling like my life will never end up finding a way to have made enough of a positive difference in the world for my kids, to have made everything I've been through worth enduring. So I guess this is my attempt to try and keep myself focused on something more positive to avoid lingering on more negative ones. I'm not sure if any of this will even come of anything, but it doesn't hurt to try.